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Sunday, August 30, 2009

goodbye, texas.

so here it is. after the initial shock and excitement, months of dragging my feet, a week of preparation, i'll finally be leaving for a new life, in a new city, in two days.

i still can't believe it. not too long ago, everything seemed so hopeless and precarious. my life was in some sort of nightmarish, static limbo. i had no direction and i just felt like life was beating me down too soon. i was stressing about both the known and the unknown.

fast forward a couple of years, i can see now that things always work themselves out. through many different experiences, i found not just one, but many different purposes for myself. this gave me the courage to give my hopes and dreams a shot and to pursue the life that i had always imagined. i always knew that i would leave to pursue bigger and better things, but i didn't know where i was going and how i was going to get there. i wasn't sure of what i was capable of and if i would accomplish anything, but i figured i'd try anyway. i learned that all you have to do sometimes is try. trying doesn't always work, but when it does, you'd be surprised at how life changing it can be. =)

anywho, enough of the inspirational stuff. i still have a ton of things to prepare for. i'm going to miss my family, friends, and dog. but i'll be back soon and i can't wait to see how the people i know and love have grown and how dallas, my beloved hometown, has progressed.

live your way to the answers!


Thursday, May 21, 2009

first update of 2009...

and we're already almost halfway through it.

- still working the same job but now, with my best friend sitting next to me.
- working out like crazy
- i've finally decided to clean out my closet
- short hair short hair
- loved
- lost
- braces!
- got into NYU (Tisch)
- went to Cali
- going to Vegas
- moving in August/September

i guess i can say i'm doing better than okay. =)


Wednesday, November 19, 2008

...and here goes the ups and downs of life...


Monday, September 08, 2008

the small fish in a sea of sharks

sometimes, people forget how important stepping stones are...

 

 

 

 

 

well, when i'm done with stepping on these damn stones, i'm going to pick these fucking rocks up and stone your ass, motherfucker!


Monday, June 09, 2008

i want these!

i'm too lazy to put a picture up...just a link...=)

http://www.sperrytopsider.com/shopping/product/detailmain.jsp?itemID=1130&itemType=PRODUCT&iMainCat=150&iSubCat=172&iProductID=1130&sColor=494



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