| so here it is. after the initial shock and excitement, months of dragging my feet, a week of preparation, i'll finally be leaving for a new life, in a new city, in two days.
i still can't believe it. not too long ago, everything seemed so hopeless and precarious. my life was in some sort of nightmarish, static limbo. i had no direction and i just felt like life was beating me down too soon. i was stressing about both the known and the unknown.
fast forward a couple of years, i can see now that things always work themselves out. through many different experiences, i found not just one, but many different purposes for myself. this gave me the courage to give my hopes and dreams a shot and to pursue the life that i had always imagined. i always knew that i would leave to pursue bigger and better things, but i didn't know where i was going and how i was going to get there. i wasn't sure of what i was capable of and if i would accomplish anything, but i figured i'd try anyway. i learned that all you have to do sometimes is try. trying doesn't always work, but when it does, you'd be surprised at how life changing it can be. =)
anywho, enough of the inspirational stuff. i still have a ton of things to prepare for. i'm going to miss my family, friends, and dog. but i'll be back soon and i can't wait to see how the people i know and love have grown and how dallas, my beloved hometown, has progressed.
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| and we're already almost halfway through it.
- still working the same job but now, with my best friend sitting next to me. - working out like crazy - i've finally decided to clean out my closet - short hair short hair - loved - lost - braces! - got into NYU (Tisch) - went to Cali - going to Vegas - moving in August/September
i guess i can say i'm doing better than okay. =)
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| ...and here goes the ups and downs of life... |
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| sometimes, people forget how important stepping stones are... well, when i'm done with stepping on these damn stones, i'm going to pick these fucking rocks up and stone your ass, motherfucker! |
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